Oct 1, 2009

他不会知道

只不过是那么
一个小小的心愿
至少让我见他一面
告诉我
没有机会了
让我死了这条心
不再给自己任何希望
虽然我要的不是这些
我要的完全相反
可能他没有感觉了

就那么讨厌我吗
一个机会也不给我
为什么那么残忍

我的心好痛
他不知道
没有感觉吗

不敢出去
不敢面对
每个地方每个角落
有太多的回忆
不断出现在脑海
每天一醒来
就是这些画面

真的好不甘心
我不想失去
却不知道要怎么解释
就算再多的解释
只会让人觉得厌烦
很矛盾的感觉
吞了吧

好辛苦
读不到书
要考试了
好压力






最后
生日快乐
希望他快乐




gina

Sep 29, 2009

抱在一起哭

我终于知道什么是抱在一起哭的滋味。
一个晚上我发泄出来了,什么都说了。
醉了,也累了~
感谢宏凯,我们的姐妹。
我要什么我自己也不知道,还在等吗?
醉一次就够了,收拾心情读书了。
祝我好运吧。



加油!




thanks my sisters~
I love you all




gina

Sep 28, 2009

I don't even know!!

The final exam coming...
What I'm doing now?
I don't even know what I want

Do you know I need you?
I need your support seriously
Even a message...

I would go crazy
Feel so helpless with anything
Can anyone tell me what's the problem is now?
Why I will became like this?
Suffering myself
The happiness shows on my face.
Do you really think that I’m happy?

My brain fully fills of you
no matter anything or everywhere always reminds me about you.
Keep flash back and flash back...Nonstop!



please... save me


Sep 11, 2009

死刑

一旦被判了死刑
就什么也别说了
反正说多也无谓

我想我必须习惯现在
什么也没有了的感觉



Won't be blogging receltly
I hate myself
so much




Sep 10, 2009

Coming soon~



Some photograph for my MPH 2nd assignment.
I will upload more photos soon...
because of my stupid photoshop problems,
I can't edit those photos. XC




XOXO
gina

Sep 8, 2009

Final Destination

FINAL DESTINATION

I have watched the movie yesterday, couldn't stop thinking how

foolish and ridiculous the movie was. Really bad acting. Not much of
effects, just had lot of gore. The bloody and meaty scenes were awful.
No true difference in 3D and non-3D, so you have an option to save
your money to watch it. My suggestion is better watch this at PPS.
There's no genre for this movie, its not scary thriller. There are plenty
good movies which released recently, its better to watch Orphan rather
than this. Argh~~
早知这样何必当初....


I wish to watch this movie, but no one accompany me. sad case.
ORPHAN
The poster already very creepy, but my friend told me its doesn’t
do much in the scares. REALLY?






HEEEEE.....
The happy event that will be coming is...
cute cute hamster baby
Because my little hamster, Ah lut, she is having baby now^^
Anyone interest to baby hamster? I can give you as free.
But please take good care of them, they are really cute enough.

cute baby hamster
Start booking now
^^





XD
gina


Aug 31, 2009

MERDEKA

Happy 52nd Independence day to
~MALAYSIA~




shouting loudly!!!
MERDEKA
MERDEKA
MERDEKA





No firework in this year, because I was at Starbucks with my
chocolate Ice blended.









IMalaysia
gina