Mar 30, 2011

曾经的那个他

现在2.20am 我一点就关了电脑准备睡觉了,可是在床上滚了好久,睡不着啊~ 
楼下的扑街又抽烟,一阵阵难闻的烟味传来我的房间,真想下去跟他够够力凸一次!算了...我还是没这个勇气...


刚才在床上翻滚,脑海里突然出现他的样貌,一个在我过去一段感情让我得到教训的人,不能说教训,应该说经验吧。不知道为什么他会出现在我脑海里,数一数,我们都快一年没见了。可能大家都会猜说这个他一定是我前男友什么的,错,我们没有真正的发展过,所以算不上什么男女朋友吧。也可以说是一段很见不得光的恋情吧。
还在我念高中的时候,喜欢着这个他,可是偏偏这个他却有一个已经在一起快3年的女友了。当时他告诉我,对这个女友没有爱情,只有感情,所以想与她来个了断,可是那女生一哭二闹三上吊的,说什么也不肯分开,他一直都对我说拿她没有办法。我们就在那个时候擦出了火花,关系很暧昧,但就是却了点什么,不够完美。他答应我一定会搞清楚我们之间的关系,要我给他三个月的时间,好让他说服他女友放手,我答应了会等他,因为我真的很喜欢他。三个月过去了,他给我的答案还是一样,她不肯放手,需要再多些时间来处理,当时的我就像被冲昏了头似的,居然傻的答应再给他三个月。两个三个月加起来已经等于半年了,结果呢,还是一样的答案,半年后他用了很多理由来解释,为什么他不能直接了断,这些种种的理由,我听了都不知道第几遍了,到最后,我还是选择相信他,给了他最后一次的三个月时间。其实心里已经很脆弱了,选择相信他就是为了想有个不一样的结局,希望等到的他是真正的属于我的,毕竟我也等了那么久,再多一个三个月就能换来开花结果也至少是个不错的结局...当时心里是这么想的。
偶然的一次,在商场遇见了他,而他的身边牵着那个她,他们很恩爱,没有他口中所说的不和或腻了什么的,脸上的笑容是不能掩饰的啊。这一幕我真的接受不了了,心真的好痛好痛,强忍着眼泪,很自然的打个招呼,装的若无其事,很潇洒地走开了... 这一幕让我坚决地下定决心离开他,不会再和他纠缠不清了。自己告诉自己,洒脱点吧,不要再为了他流任何一滴泪了... 
我算是第三者吧... 自己真的很犯贱... 回想过去真的好傻好天真... 蠢的没药救!
男生给女生的承诺,不能做到的就不要轻易许下诺言,那种失望和失落真的很难受




很久没有打那么多华语字了,还没有生疏,不错了...






Mar 23, 2011

my blog icon


lol
this logo replaced the blogspot icon of my blog.

another logo for my facebook and also my current profile picture, super lol



gina ;)


Mar 18, 2011

pray for JAPAN

很久没有用tablet来画东西了,也顺便update我的部落各...


日本11日发生的9.0级地震并引发的海啸,听到这样的消息,我顿时觉得好心寒。
看了很多篇关于当地的报道,死亡人数不断增加,从几十人逐渐增加到目前的6539人死亡。这个数字创下了二战后日本因自然灾害死亡的最高纪录。
天灾持续发生,离人们的谣言说世界末日就在2012好像越来越近,我2012才刚大学毕业...
脸书最近变得很慢,听说是因为与日本有关,还有人在脸书呼吁,‘请大家减少去日本网页,因为海底电缆断了,日本部分网络才会变得很慢,请把宽频留给日本的市民使用,他们需要受到自己国家的最新资讯~’ 很多人在脸书是这么说的,自己也没有去日本网页,奉劝喜欢看AV的男生们,听听话吧。
世界各地都对日本表示同情,纷纷给与援助及鼓励。当然,我们国家也不列外.... 
有个女人站出来说了这些话......

先声名,那个女人的立场不代表我国所有人民的立场,更不代表我个人的立场!绝对没有!
相信她这么说也引起了很多人的认同,当然,我个人相信讨厌她的人会多出好几百倍。

日本加油,很多人为你们祈祷呢!
gambathe neh!!!



gina

Mar 17, 2011

Longchamp Le Pliage Medium Folding Handbag for sell



Longchamp Le Pliage Medium Folding Handbag for sell~
Measurements: 11" x 8" at base, 12" tall, 18" along zipper
Handle Drop: 4" -short handle (hand-held style)
Color: Red (only 1)
selling price is RM400#

100% original!!! brand new and never used.
do email me if you are interest!
thankiew ;)

email: baby_gina_blue@hotmail.com

actually is my friend extra bought it from europe, so I'm just helped him to sell it out, non-profit help ;(

Mar 14, 2011

血染的云朵


Cyberia, 13-03-2011, 7:45pm
云朵被渲染成红色
莫名的伤感


Mar 13, 2011

CHI_the more

Polaroid

mini photoshoot during sem break
model : my niece (Angie)
vanue : her room

more photos please refer to my facebook album ;)


XD
gina

Mar 9, 2011

Hiao Trip♥Video

This video is about our 2 day 1 night trip to GoldCoast@Sepang and Sekeping Serendah@Rawang during our sem break. I spent almost 2 days to done this video, cut, paste and make effect etc etc...
I'm glad to see people likes the video I made, they also shared it and like it at facebook.
200++ views on youtube within 24 hours, but after a week ago, ald turned to 500++ views~ even just a small number though, but I'm still happy with it.

enjoy, the 'Hiao Trip' by 5HumanBeings 
 


Some of you may ask what is the theme song of this video?
is Like I do by Minipop ♥ I personally love this song so much




XOXO
gina

Mar 8, 2011

Bunny in my house♥

Finally I back to my dead blog, suddenly got the mood of typing and feel like wanna update my blog too, so I decided to blog about my CNY! haaaaahahaha!!! Actually today is my 1st day of my new sem, and this sem is also my last sem of gamma year if no mistaken, (hopefully I won't fail any subjects in this sem, or else I  can proceed to Delta year which is my final year, choi choi choi!!!) back to school babe!

Okie, I gained my weight again, yes! fml x100000.... as you know, New year what, got a lot of nice food, like bak gua, crackers, sweets, etc etc... all of these are super fat food! junk food! but I can't stand the temptation, I ate a lot of junk food during CNY and the retribution happened on me, I'm a fatty now. ;( my body weight like never reduced. 

Reunion dinner - 团圆饭
I had a very special reunion dinner in this year, 2nd sis suggest do BBQ, since no objection so BBQ ON!
homemade muffin-not for sale. lol
my papa and heng heng - grandpa and grandson
me : Lee Ying Xuan! what you doing there?
Xuan xuan : I want eat fishball.
fireworks time ;)
the wind was so strong on that night, the 孔明灯 cannot launch, at last it was burned, wasted.

the first day of CNY - 年初一
my mama and heng heng~ grandma and grandson 
This is the way she take picture, always grimaced to the camera.
I asked her to smile properly...
then she gave me this face.... like people forced her to smile, so unwilling to do so~
then I tell her, 'bao bei~can you smile properly please? pretending like you are very happy now!'
then she gave me this... the way she smile properly...=.= alamak
okie, i give up
cute ;)
heng heng join, he only can stand while leant against the wall, still learning how to walk.
Xuan xuan is happy with the ang pau, and Heng heng is happy with the orange, lol
my look on that day, 1st time wearing cheongsam. ;)
old friends gathering

night time~ went Malacca sing K with old friends~ they are my classmates,  most of them are my 2ndary schoolmate, some of them are from primary school to 2ndary school even university too.
Christina, my best friend since primary school~ super pretty and funny girl~currently studying at Taiwan.
Pretty nana and ugly me ;(
Xiong, my primary + secondary + university schoolmate~ ;) friendship forever ;)
Tyson Ng, the most 'Palia' ever! the way he talk will makes me laugh till stomachache.
Huw, fashion designer!
lol~ silly thing~ acting 'pat gu' (china prostitute)

年初二

family photo
as usual, we take family photo at 年初二
cute heng heng ♥
回娘家~bye bye~♥
初三 I didn't bring my camera along so no photo on 初三, pai sie XD. Actually I got exam during CNY, my 1st paper on 初五, I came back to Cyberjaya on 初四, super jam at the highway, took around 5 hours only reached Cyberjaya. Normally from Seremban to Cyberjaya it's only take 2 hours.(by car) 

I didn't upload those photos to facebook cuz I don't know what happen to my account, can't upload photo anymore, also can't even just post a wall photo. ;( 


that's all, buey~ 
gina